Friends, I am of few words right now. There has been some major tragedy here on Guam. I won’t go into details, you can find it all over the news.
There are some other things going on in my world today that leave me feeling a bit, well, wordless at the moment.
Life in general is super duper fantastic and I am so blessed that it brings me practically to tears thinking of how much joy & peace & abundance I have in my life right now.
Right now though, all I can do is sit and be.
Tomorrow I will wake up on February 14th, and I will rise with a billion people around the world to dance, in honor of V-day, celebrating women and making a statement to end violence in this world. You can bet I will dance my ass off tomorrow.
But right now, all I can do is go through the motions. I am breathing a lot. Looking at my children and appreciating them, even in the midst of feeling utterly frustrated by them.
I am wondering when the world will be tired of violence, and when people as a collective will feel the peace and joy in their whole being as I do.
Taking a deep breath (many) in prayer for all that is. All is well, and I pray that more and more can feel it deep it their bones, even when circumstances beg to prove it wrong. Breathing…
My ONE magic, is that we are all here, alive, breathing, in this moment together. I love you all dearly,
Shell ~ Rainbow Faery
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Wrapping you and the people of Guam in love and light and blankets of healing. I am sorry that you are suffering. I love you.
This.
Thank you Natalia, blankets of healing feels like a lovely image! I am not suffering though I know many are. I am actually feeling much peace, just feeling quiet. =) Love you too.
My heart is with yours dear Sister, I’m crying as I write this. I do not know when the Light will fill the hearts of many, they have to be willing to let it in. Bless you Shell, your friends and family, and your Beloved Guam, Mother Earth and Father Sky weep.
Thank you Laurie, I appreciate every word.
Dearest Shell, your words are raw and beautiful. I have to believe that with each tragedy like this people come closer and closer to choosing LOVE above all else, all the time. Now, let’s all get there without the violence ~ let it be easy and joyful. Much love to you, Bliss Fairy and all of Guam….and all of humanity. ♥♥♥♥
Even though we are somber today, I just have to share my magic because I do feel so good and trust that the rest of humanity will catch up. ♥
My Magic
* I got my new rug yesterday! After baby’s first nap I walked out of the bedroom and saw that my hubby had unwrapped it and already put it in my office for me (I love that he did this!). When I saw it, my first words were “OH! I LOVE IT!!!!” Finding a rug that I want in my office has been a process the last 5 years…and NOW I have one that I absolutely ADORE!!!
* Cleaning out some crapola and organizing my office. Next I’m tackling my desk!
* More kitchen organizing! I’m freakin’ HOOKED!
* Feeling joyful each time I catch a glimpse of my beautifully organized kitchen and beautifully organized office with a new rug!
* I feel with each space I clear and organize my house and I are making love with each other. lol!
* Yesterday my (almost) 8 year old said “I love myself!” He comes out with this every now and then and it truly makes my heart sing!!!!!
* Pizza for dinner last night and breakfast this morning!
* Baby is not feverish anymore but still sleepy, so we’re having another bonus nap right now. WHOO-HOOO!!
* We made a small, simple change in our handwriting/spelling morning exercise and my boy keeps telling me how much it is helping him AND he’s not complaining! Whoo-hooo!!!
* We’ve been trapped in our house for 6 days now (you just don’t mess with our hill and driveway in a mini-van with 3 kids) but we’re all doing JUST GREAT!!!
* KNOWING we are ALL on the brink of GREAT, GREAT LOVE!!!
Love your magic! Bring on the love!
I love your magic, its more important than ever at times like this I love you Dear Sister and I share you knowing, I can feel it too.
Yes — about tragedy. One of the most inspiring and moving things I read was Mr. Rogers saying that his mother taught him to look for the helpers. Beautiful.
Loving every word Katinka! That is some beautiful magic, and I’m curious what little tweak you made in the handwriting practice. Decluttering can totally be positively addicting, it feels SO good doesn’t it? And YES LOVE.
Hugs Shell I LOVE the idea of a V-day peace dance.
~ Choosing love everywhere I can, being patient, kind and reaching out to help; every small thing matters and every particle of the Universe benefits.
~ Running, I love to run
~ Shifting beliefs, I woke up today feeling angry at and hating money! wow that was an eye opener it isn’t going to be very attracted to that kind of thinking lol
~ My children, my Wisdom teachers who are so full of love, so quick to forgive and so totally in the moment
~ Surrendering to the snow, we had to come home early and ds1 was very upset but we are all safe and happy now
~ Dh cooking dinner, yum
~ Lots of inspiring listening
I’ve recently discovered my beliefs about money and abundance too! Very eye-opening indeed!
Much love to you!
Beautiful magic sister!
Sending you and your island and the whole world lots of love and light.
We are in a time of contrasting energies — releasing the old isn’t always pretty!
Much love and peace to you, my dear, beautiful sister.
My Magic:
~ Releasing more BS and feeling relief that I GET TO CHOOSE and I AM AN ACTIVE PARTICIPANT AND I GET TO PARTICIPATE CONSCIOUSLY!!!! Relief! Magic!! Freedom!!!
~ A day to chill and I’m embracing it as I sit here in my pajamas!
~ My oldest son (uniquely magnificent) wrote short story for a contest and it made it through round one and will be published!!!!! I’m very excited. He has been, until recently, illiterate — and his efforts made with reading and writing this past year are inspiring. He still has a long way to go, but he’s doing it and is thrilled!!!!
~ My youngest is doing a Shakespearean play — it’s been a challenge but he’s embracing it and having lots of fun
~ Writing — inspired writing
~ Compassion
~ Loving, with all my being!!!
You are right, releasing the old isn’t always pretty, and we are definitely in contrasting times (when aren’t we LOL). LOVING all your writing magic you and your boys are living, I am just thrilled for you, as I know its been quite the journey! Magic, trust, compassion, and releasing BS. Just perfect.
Shell, I will be sending love to Guam and all the people this tragedy has touched. (((love)))
My Magic:
*We’re sick again (ugh), but I already feel a bit better! And Yemma is MUCH better!!! Yay for illness quickly passing!
*Two wonderful events this weekend (if we’re feeling up for it)! We have been invited to a hearth blessing, and a mini-Singing Alive!
*Singing is helping my body heal!
*Knitting an Icelandic sweater for my almost 11yo son! It’s my first big fair isle knit and I’m excited!
*Cleaning up my bedroom!
*Putting a call for money out to the Universe and having two unexpected checks come in!
*Feeling the love and support from my friends!
*Choosing what I WANT to do rather than what I SHOULD do, which is forcing me to stop guilt-tripping myself!
*Waking up to the kindest email from the Sparkle Fairy that made my morning!
♥♥♥ I love you!
Thank you! Loving your manifesting power, and YES to choosing what you WANT!!! Nourish and love yourself to the fullest, with every breath. You are SO loved, and I can’t wait to see you again.
Also breathing, loving, sending love and light to you and all in Guam and everyone in the world. Love.
My magic;
*off early today
*planning the cards and love i’m going to give my family tomorrow
*today is the 15th anniversary of the day dh and i met! <3
*necco sweethearts candies. i love those little boxes of sugar.
*dh made deepfried plantains last night. super yummy.
*the number 13
*dh started his weekly workshift at dd's school yesterday. he said it's a really refreshing change to be at an elementary school workshift as opposed to a preschool workshift. and that he missed it so much and is so glad to be back. that's fun to hear.
*feeling really awesome about all the possibilities and transformations and beautiful things that are unfolding!
Thank you Leah, for your love and light. And Happy anniversary to you two!! Enjoy your day of love!
Back with more magic, now that I’ve had a night of healing rest.
*It is Valentines Day here on Guam, but I didn’t even realize it until I heard someone on the radio mention it. This day has changed big time for me, I used to feel a little emotional charge around it, especially if I was not attached to someone, but now, I just feel utter and complete peace. No shoulds or supposed tos. Just love and peace. Within me. And later today, I am excited to rise and dance with the women of Guam, to start the 1 Billion Rising Movement, while the rest of the time zones catch up throughout today and tomorrow. =)
*Enjoying & appreciating my boys, they are both so special.
*A healing encounter between myself and a loved one.
*Being true to me, even if someone else thinks its callous or cold.
*Got a haircut two days ago
*Art supplies are IN. Time to get painting. February and March are going to be major painting months.
*Going to eat breakfast with my boys this morning at an awesome cafe.
Inspiring reading all your magic today! Especially the statement on “look for the helpers”… This will be my magic today. As it is Valentines, a day to HONOR Love and do loving things without recognition or return. My magic will the who are honoring love today…
*The Mother who surrendered her life in order to shield her baby from the attacker of the unfortunate event on Guam.
*My Bother In Love (aka Bother-in-Law) who was one of the first on the scene to help with the victims of that tragedy.
*The local bystanders that risked their lives in order to apprehend the attacker.
*For Taro Tsuruga a Guam resident and business owner who has volunteered as an interpreter at the Hospital. Also donating his time and resources from his restaurant in order to make meals for the victims families.
*For Nahono Tsuruga, Taro’s wife who offers aid and tends to her husbands wellbeing as he supports those affected by the tragedy.
*A Guam community that continues to hold the light and love.
*My 5 yr old who drew all her classmates their own portrait for their V-day cards. And continuing on with that as she spent this morning drawing and then handing out portraits to me, her dad, her sisters, and her Aunt today.
*My sister-in-love who lovingly shuttles my two children to and from school while I have been taking care of the new baby.
*My Love who helped me get the flock ready today and then surprised his ladies with a Valentines pumpkin pie and whipped cream for breakfast. And gifting me with a box of See’s chocolates.
*My parents who call me up most days to see if I’ve made dinner yet so that they can bring down the extras from theirs so that I do not have to prepare a meal.
*To all the world looking for love and finding it in them selves!
Namaste and Happy Valentines Day!!!
NAK typo *My magic will be the people who are honoring love today…
Bliss Fairy! Much LOVE to you Dear Sister! I don’t know if you saw that I dreamed about you and Shell the other night. Part of my dream involved wondering about your babies and how many you had now. lol! And indeed, I don’t know if I know about the newest one? When? What? and Name? Sending so much healing love and peace to you and your island. ♥
God Bless You Bliss Fairy, I honor you
and Yours. Happy, Peaceful Valentines Day
Love. Pure Love. And Peace! Genuine Peace fron the inside out!
May every BEing on Earth be touched by Love, and by Peace,
May our hands be gentle and helpful.
May all Hearts sing in harmony to create a wonderful symphony of HOPE and Pure LOVE!
♥♥♥!!!
“Let it be EASY!” has been flowing out of me so often now, that when I read of the sadness in Guam that was the first thing that popped up. And walked through if it’s okay for healing to be easy, and I believe that it is now. Easy can be reverent and honoring and remembering and caring just as well, if not better, than struggle. That’s big for me to feel. Much gratitude to all the souls who helped me get there. <3
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~Am trying out scheduling time with myself and with my kids. Today I wrote in my journal and talked on the phone with a friend, then spent 30 mins learning about Minecraft and crafting recipes, then 60 minutes helping my girls make Barbie clothes. I got the opportunity to feel the "AAHHHHH! RUN AWAY!!!!" and breathe into it and bring compassion to whatever in me that freaks out around Barbies. Looking forward to the time tomorrow.
~Feeling a huge shifting around money and abundance lately. Grateful for wherever it's going.
~Promising occurrences at my husband's work around the possible new job.
~Learning how to ask for help and accept and receive it without guilt or power struggles. Learning more every day.
~Letting it be easy. <3
Thank you for planting the Easy, Kate. <3
LOVE all this! Especially the barbie freak-out and “ahhhhh run away!” But especially, especially I LOVE that you were pondering if healing could be easy. How beautifully profound this is. YES, let the healing be easy. ♥♥♥
I’m also LOVING the expanding abundance energy and how much of us are tapping into it!! The more of us who tap into it, the easier it is to tap into! (Check out the channel I linked to Carrie on “Easy Thursday Magic.” IT IS REAL! Whooohooo!!!!