My Everyday Magic

THE MORE YOU COME HERE, THE BETTER YOU FEEL!

My Magical Wednesday! 05.02.12 May 2, 2012

Filed under: "Keeping It Real" Magic!,Glow Fairy — glow* @ 10:23 am

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I had such a great idea for a post yesterday…I knew I should have written it down – lol. I’m so Happy, I’m Exhausted! I bet it I’ll remember half way to work. I also haven’t been here for a while.
^ this seems like (a) scattered thought/s. That’s why I chose keeping it real – how are you feeling today?

* FINALLY moved in! The commute is longer but oh so worth it!
* OFF tomorrow! I would like to sleep in :p
* help from beautiful people <3
* a nice chat with granny last night <3
* cool roommates
* currently having ENOUGH!

I’m so excited for things to come – totally starting this next chapter on the right foot :)

Amongst your chaos, amongst your calm – what magic are you finding today?!

 

Let Your FREAK FLAG Fly!!! 4/14/2012 April 14, 2012

Okay, I’ve been flying my AUTHENTICITY flag for awhile now beginning with our beloved True Confessions.  I’ve admitted A LOT of things, like how I LOVE a good conspiracy theory and how I feel I personally transformed on 11/11/11. But in the spirit of TRUE TRANSPARENCY I’m going to tell you things you would find out if you could read my mind (because one of the other things I believe in, is that we’re heading toward communicating by telepathy, so why not get started now?).  I’m now comfortable enough in myself and my Truth that I’m not AFRAID anymore. I’m weird, I’m wonderful, I believe in many things that other people don’t, I don’t believe in many things that other people do, and IT’S ALL OKAY! Today I’m flying my FREAK FLAG! Here we go!

* A few years ago I had a dream experience where I was taken to a higher dimensional planet ~ a 5th dimensional planet that resonated to the frequency of Unconditional Love. It was one of the most amazing experiences in my life and took up 12 pages in my journal. At the end of the dream “they” told me to find my way back to them (which I wanted to do desperately, as it was SUCH a BEAUTIFUL place with such WONDERFUL people). I didn’t know then how to get back to them, but I do now ~ it was all about raising my vibration so I could withstand the 5th dimensional frequency. Since that dream, my path has been high-lighted and easy to find, with books falling into my lap and people into my experience. It has been one magical journey! This blog is an example of raising one’s vibration ~ gratitude will do that!  I do believe we are on the cusp of a 5th dimensional frequency HERE on Earth! YES, I DO!

* I believe in aliens ~ both good and bad. I believe there is a Negative Alien Agenda that has infiltrated our world since the end of the Matriarchal Age and is NOW on it’s way out! I believe there are benevolent aliens and Angels that are helping us awaken, remember and find our way!

* I believe the Negative Alien Agenda has brainwashed us of our MAGNIFICENCE and taught humans (who I believe to be a peaceful, beautiful species) to use violence and negativity and to be afraid of EVERYTHING.

* I believe in KNOWING the darkness that exists so that we can more POWERFULLY  shine our lights!!! YES, I DO!

* I believe that one of the things we’re in the process of doing is canceling out our “death-gene.” Humans, when embodying their Divine Blueprint, are supposed to have 12 strands of DNA AND be immortal. I believe some of us will accomplish in this lifetime. YES, I DO!

* I believe right NOW on Earth there is a MAJOR SHIFT occurring where each individual has a CHOICE of choosing LOVE or fear. Those that chose LOVE will have a very wonderful experience, those that choose fear won’t. I choose LOVE. YES, I DO!

* I believe children are closer to Divinity than adults are so we should do what we can to support them and trust them…and even let them lead the way.

* I believe one day in the not-too-far-future we’ll be able to teleport, fly, and visit other dimensions and planets in the blink of an eye! YES, I DO!

* I DON’T believe in ANYTHING that tells me to be afraid.

* I DON’T believe in ANYTHING that tells me I can’t!

* I DON’T believe in being politically correct.

* I DON’T believe in common sense ~ I think common sense is a bunch of crap! I believe in Uncommon Sense! ;)

* I BELIEVE THE IMPOSSIBLE IS MORE POSSIBLE THAN ANYTHING ELSE!

So that’s the FREAK in me. I could go on and on and on but that would make this post too long. Perhaps you’re surprised, perhaps you’re not ~ I wear WINGS, after all.  What about you? What makes YOU freaky?

My Magic (I’m writing this Friday night in the hopes of being too busy Saturday morning. Praying for a healthy family!)

* Even though my Friday plans didn’t happen due to illness I had a very enjoyable day!

* I spent a lot of time in the kitchen today making juices, tonics and broth and I enjoyed every minute of it!

* I’ve been working on my Love From Baby website and it just makes me SO HAPPY!!!

* Looking forward to a fun fund-raising yard sale with ctworkingmoms.com tomorrow morning (health-willing)!

* Looking forward to my parents coming for a visit tomorrow afternoon (health-willing)!

* Willing Health! ;)

* The BEAUTIFUL rainbow Thursday night! ( I BELIEVE in the Rainbow Connection!)

* Making chicken noodle soup with hubby!

What’s so Sparkly about your Saturday? And tell me at LEAST one things that makes YOU a FREAK!!! (Freaks have more fun, you know!) I love you!

P.S. If you want to know what I know, read this article entitled “How Much Are You Willing to Know?” If you don’t want to know what I know, that’s cool too.  We all have our Own Truth and I believe WE ARE ALL RIGHT! ;)

 

Wednesday Magic! 03.07.12 March 7, 2012

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Simple seems to be a common theme and I’m sticking with it! On a personal level, I’m trying to take things one step at a time while feeling things out so I don’t overwhelm myself.

MEM:
* a resolution to a confusing problem – so far it’s working.
* I have an interview today for a 2nd job – I hope it works out. I need more income.
* pinterest
* a movie day with my Love after work yesterday – it was perfect because I was oddly tired.
* finishing a book – now I get to look for another :)
* happy thoughts of the past few days :)

Hope your Wednesday is magical! Please share below!

 

“Remind Me of My Limitlessness” Magic! 2/15/2012 February 15, 2012

Sparkle Fairy

I hope Glow Fairy will pardon me for hi-jacking her day, but I’m shamelessly coming here today to ask for support. (Remember, one of my latest affirmations is “I now allow others to fully love and support me” ) ;)  I need to be reminded of my LIMITLESSNESS ~ or at the very least be cheered on. When I wrote my first LIMITLESSNESS post 5 days ago, there was NO WAY I would have suspected my family would not only STILL be sick, and not only showing NO signs of improvement, but actually getting sicker! There was a petulant child stomping her feet in my house last night (as I was up at 1:00am with a very miserable baby) screaming at the Universe “F*@$ You! WHAT is the point of choosing JOY and LOVE over and over and over and over again only to keep being handed more SH*T! WHAT is the point of believing in my LIMITLESSNESS, changing patterns, creating new worlds…only to have my children get sicker!!!”

Now I admit, it seems I was choosing LIMITLESSNESS in order to get something in return ~ and I definitely was. What I wanted in return was FREEDOM, LOVE, JOY, and yes, HEALTH! And frankly, even after writing all this out, I still think I have a point ~ WHY are we getting sicker when we made tremendous strides the past few days? Individually, as a couple, and as a family we have found a new way of being that feels good. And that is wonderful. But to see my 2 littlest boys, especially my baby, getting sicker amidst all of this….well….it’s making me feel quite angry and limited.

Since yesterday I’ve been bouncing back and forth between LOVE and fear. This morning was completely horrible and I cried, baby cried, my four year old cried (twice). My almost 7 year old and Divine Doggie really held the space for me and helped me once again choose LOVE (for the millionth time). I DO keep choosing LOVE and JOY over and over and over. Staying there however is not easy when my boys are suffering. Please cheer me on! And offer any insights if you have them. HOW can JOY be making us sicker????

My Magic

* Venting to all of you…thank you for listening.

* Rebounding from a very tough morning. ( I DID rebound, but I still want an explanation! ;) )

* Reading something helpful last night.

* Knowing I’m provided for….even when I can’t see it….I guess. ;)

* Tea.

* That’s all I got!

Hope you’re having a better week than me! I love you!

 

(make-up)Magic! 12.08.11 December 8, 2011

Glow-Bug-Fairy <3

I appreciate the fill in from yesterday, and would like to reciprocate the favor :)
I’ve been living a nomadic lifestyle for the past few months and it seems to be taking it’s toll on me…and probably, not to mention, those I’m staying with.
So here’s some “Even though” magic, because really, it could be worse. Hope everyone is a little less tired from yesterday ~ maybe we all just need a bit of a breather.

* a roof over my head (even though I want my own)
* unconditional love
* PATIENCE from others
* work even though it’s not consistent
* a loving boyfriend ~ he’s been so great at helping me
* breakfast made for me this morning
* i’m about to edit! took my comp out of the bag and so happy to use it!

What’s making you smile today?!

 

My Everyday Magic 11.02.11 November 2, 2011

“Bliss is a constant state of mind, undisturbed by gain or loss.”

yes, I am dancing

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Happy Wednesday!

 
I’ve been m.i.a. from this site, and others, as I try to understand the hoops the universe has asked me to jump through…I apologize (to you & the universe) for the lack of responsibility, but am forever grateful for all the help I’ve received. My magic is Simple because, well, through the chaos it’s these things and moments that keep me sane :p
 
* patience, when a less experienced me would have been a mess in this situation
* still Waiting (gah!) but trying to enjoy the calm before the (happily anticipated) storm
* a great support of Sisters (we talk when we can and it’s soo worth the wait)
* an understanding Love ~ he’s been so great
* laughing and being silly (b/c what else is there really :P )
* realizing how much I’ve grown as reactions to/priorities in life have definitely changed for the better
[looking back at where I was (physically and mentally) this time last year has been interesting]
* accepting the rest of the learning curve
* feeling HAPPY (considering)
*challenging myself to Unplug and enjoy what’s “really” out there
 
I hope you’ve been wonderful :) Please share the joys today has brought you <3

 

 

It’s a wonderful Wednesday 10.12.11 October 12, 2011

Filed under: "Keeping It Real" Magic! — glow* @ 3:33 am

So life in Glowland has been slightly redundant – hurry up and wait :p Finding the above message was timely for me, to say the least!
What a great reminder for us all. It reiterates our purpose here on MEM – live in the present.

Present Magic:
* GREAT FRIENDS! new and old. tried and true. oh many it feels good.
* helpful friends…talk about helping hands, there coming from all over and offering hugs too.
* dance music
* thought provoking conversation

Can’t wait to hear the wonders that made your Wednesday :) Share below!

<3glowfairy

 

 

 

Impromptu Magic :) 08.29.11 August 29, 2011

more GlowBug than GlowFairy ;p

Monday Monday!

Anyone else got the Monday blues?!

“when walls close in, skies turn gray, and dreams seem like they’re awfully far away, you’re probably just forgetting that the same “hands” that created the sun, the moon, and the stars, are still holding yours, anxious to help. ~The Universe”

*finding an open table at a crowded sbux!
* honoring emotions
* an opportunity presenting itself (I’ll interview this week, I hope it proves fruitful)
* solidifying goals and NOT feeling guilty for my stubbornness ;)

What MAGIC have you found this Monday?! Please share below!

 

“Keeping it Real” Magic 4/30/2011 April 30, 2011

The Sparkle Fairy

Keeping it Real Magic

I almost did a no-show this morning but in light of being transparent and authentic I’m just going to say what’s on my mind.

I don’t think I’ve made it a secret how tough April has been for me. And despite some heroic efforts on my part to really flow with it, I’m feeling deflated and defeated this morning. I can’t even decide which kind of Magic to do this morning ~ True Confessions? Turning it Over to the Angels? Turn it Around? So, I’m just going to release it all in a jumble of thoughts, confessions, fears, and issues that need to be handed over. *sigh* Here goes:

* My family has been sick for the better part of 3 years and with this last brutal illness for the first time I’m feeling fearful about adding a baby into our sick-mix.

* I’ve been dealing with this illness for 9 days straight without a break (not even at night as I wake up to every little sound wondering if someone is going to vomit or poop in the bed) and I’m really, really at the end of my rope. I’m feeling guilty that I have absolutely NOTHING else to give at this point and I’m snapping at my family.

* I’m feeling left out because of all the plans I had to cancel this weekend. I haven’t heard back from either of the families since canceling and it’s bringing up so many insecurities of mine that go back to high school.

* I feel like I really have no one to talk to about all this ~ and it’s making me cry right now (I’ve already cried twice today and it’s not even 9am).

* My husband’s business has had an all-time low this month and if it continues this way….we’re in big trouble.

* I’m angry because I feel I’ve done so much inner work, so much gratitude and appreciation, so much turning things around..and I still feel stuckety, stuck, stuck.

* I’m angry because I’ve missed the gorgeous sunny days this week and today when I FINALLY get the chance to run for the first time in 10 days it’s overcast and chilly ~ yeah, this really is pissing me off.

* I feel that the better I get at handing the sh*t, the more sh*t I get thrown at me…until I break. So what’s the point of handling it well in the first place?

Okay! I could go on, but that’s probably enough for now, right? Angels, I turn over to YOU all these issues. Thank YOU.

 Finding Magic ANYWAY

* All the little treasures growing in my yard that really do bring me delight.

* The fact I’ve had garden help this year when I’ve really, really needed it.

* The high I had 2 days ago, that I’m still optimistic is a sign of things to come.

* A trip to the local health food store with my little one yesterday and him delightedly shouting out all the colors of the flowers and trees he saw. I really, really loved that.

* Going in my yard this morning to pick the greens and blossoms for my smoothie and being serenaded by the birds.

* Getting out all my sh*t, and hoping it helps diffuse it all.

* It’s the LAST DAY OF APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, that’s me today. It ain’t pretty, but it is REAL. Join me today  in whatever capacity feels good to you ~ sometimes the best thing is just to get it all out there, knowing that’s the first step in turning it around. I love you.

 

My Everyday Magic 04.20.11 April 20, 2011

GlowFairy, with love

~*My Everyday Magic*~

* catching up with tried & true friends

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what’s your magic today? please share below!!!

[I feel like there should be more, but really I find myself consumed in the confusion of trying to figure out what the current life lesson is supposed to be. I'm happy to have found one thing to love about today]

 

 
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